My first song :D

The time has gone...the past is over...
But I'm still stuck in it...
Voids..take me over...
I dont think its ever gonna finish...

Wanna mourn over what happened..
But this damn life gets in way...
Praying for help seems the only option..
Wondering whether HE hears me say...

That I need HIS help..
I cant do it alone!
HE shouldn't have trusted me
Of being on my own....

HE should have stood by me...!
HE should have set me free...!
HE should have helped me again!
Taken away my pain...

I wanna cry but tears dont come out...
Why did HE take those people away?
Whom I cant live without...?

YOU knew how much they meant to me..
What is YOUR plan?
What do YOU want me to do?
How do YOU want me to be?

I am alone and I cant find someone..,
Who'd care enough to stay..
Who'd care enough to see..
The broken real me..

Oh do YOU hear me say?

YOUshould have stood by me...!
YOUshould have set me free...!
YOU should have helped me again!
Taken away my pain...

a meeting with the past(poem)

I look Around..
And All I see is darkness...
I didnt think..
Life'd become such a mess..

I had my fair share of chances..
But I screwed'em up!
They said 'dont give up!'
They said 'you could still make it up..!'

So,I kept on trying..
Lost the track of time..
Lost everything I possibly had..
Cant call anything mine..

And now i stand on this long road..
And there's nobody to take me home..
I never wanted to be like this..
And now i dunno how to fix...

Confused..Scared..Abhoring life..
Losing everyone..losing the rights..
Hating myself..hating you..
Ahh but you already know this..nothing new..


I look around..
And All I see is darkness..
I didnt think..
Life would become such a mess...

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Something i wrote in free time..i know i know the poem's kinda kiddish..but its really close to my heart..:)