a meeting with the past(poem)

I look Around..
And All I see is darkness...
I didnt think..
Life'd become such a mess..

I had my fair share of chances..
But I screwed'em up!
They said 'dont give up!'
They said 'you could still make it up..!'

So,I kept on trying..
Lost the track of time..
Lost everything I possibly had..
Cant call anything mine..

And now i stand on this long road..
And there's nobody to take me home..
I never wanted to be like this..
And now i dunno how to fix...

Confused..Scared..Abhoring life..
Losing everyone..losing the rights..
Hating myself..hating you..
Ahh but you already know this..nothing new..


I look around..
And All I see is darkness..
I didnt think..
Life would become such a mess...

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Something i wrote in free time..i know i know the poem's kinda kiddish..but its really close to my heart..:)