Next Time You Say 'FOREVER',I'LL Punch You In The Face...:P

Alright,people change...yes they do!they promise they'll stay with you 'FOREVER' & they leave...They leave you alone...your best friends do....I guess that's what life's about.Its about letting go,experiencing things,be it good or bad..
You cant keep holding onto somebody who doesnt wanna be held onto.You cant keep changing yourself for somebody,you cant keep wishing they'd come back.Honestly,sometimes all i wanna say is FUCK OFF! really..to all those people who took advantage of me (no this is not me feeling victimized,this is me saying 'To Hell With Jerks!' :p

Honestly,being 17 gives you much experience..not enough but not too little as well..In this short life of mine,I've fallen for jerks to discover that the only thing i've honestly loved is the whole idea of love...How a girl in distress meets a guy who later turns out to be a Prince & how they are madly in love with each other & the 'They Lived Happily ever after...'Thats what you get for believing in fairytales...:P maybe they are true..I mean who knows?

But i've learned to not just keep wishing..I've learned that you make your own destiny & some external forces keep helping you in the whole process.Be it an angel in disguise(yes,I've had a friend who was sort of an angel for me)..I've learned that you have monsters within you & everyday,a battle has to be fought against those mosters,against the fear.I've learned that unless I learn from a mistake,the event will keep taking place over & over..i bet God must be thinking 'C'mon Niharika!learn!!!' & the very moment,i fail..I disappoint Him..& guess He's used to it now.He still believes in me ,though..

So that's my version of the song called 'life'.It's a roller coaster...tonnes of ups & downs..Living the questions,enjoying the little things,laughing out loud,crying your heart out,dressing up like a princess,believing in yourself,thats how I think I'll be able to live life....

and ofcourse,by believing in the present,rather than 'forever'..cuz 'forever' doesnt happen till you live you 'present' .For,the past is gone,the future hasnt arrived yet...You only have today..which is a gift & thus,that's why it's called 'present' (yeah m a Kung Fu Panda fan :D )

So next time you say forever,I'll punch you in the face...:D